A Running Decision
After another set of x-rays and doctor's visit, I have decided to run the marathon still. I don't have any fractures, just a bruised bone and severe shin splint, so I can still run. It'll just hurt like heck. I've been spoiling my leg all week with menthol massages, ice packs, heat, ibuprofren, and lots of rest so it can heal as much as possible for this Saturday. After making the decision to run, I was SUPER excited and giddy about it. Now, however, as it is 4am on the eve of our traveling day to St. George and I can't sleep, I am getting SUPER nervous. What if after all this work I injure myself during the race and can't finish? Running this marathon is more of a bucket list kind of thing for me, not the start of an addictive habit, so I don't want to have to go through all the training and anticipation again. It's been a growing experience and I am so excited about how healthy and strong my heart and lungs are now, but running more than 15 m...