A Leap of Faith
I've been adamant that we were done having kids. Absolutely done. There was just no way that I would even CONSIDER being pregnant again with Rex traveling. In fact, those words were some of the first ones out of my mouth after birthing Cade. But Heavenly Father had a different plan for us. Rex felt we weren't done yet, but he was always very respectful of what I thought and wanted. Then I kept having some pretty bizarre things happen to me (waking up in the middle of the night to see a child standing above Rex's head - thinking it was Cade and went to touch him/her, but then he/she disappeared.) That happened twice. My heart started to soften and I started praying sincerely about it. I had the impression that if I chose to have another baby, that everything would be fine and that Rex's traveling situation would change. Rex started interviewing for different jobs but was accepted to none of them. I found out I was pregna...